The Curse of Mexican Food

I have an addiction...the addiction is Mexican food! Okay, I think many would say that what I eat is not really considered Mexican food...quesadillas, cheese dip and guacamole. But to me..it is as authentic as burritos and enchiladas. I stinking love Mexican food. The problem is....I can't resist it and it produces very dramatic side effects that are by all standards...gross. My breath is horrible, my stomach expands to pregnancy levels and yet I return to the food "like a dog returns to its vomit.." Forgive my description, but UGH!!! Each time I indulge in this experience into the abyss I swear I will never do this again. The peer pressure...the mention of lunch at my favorite restaurant and I fall...again and again...vowing to stay away...only to fall to the temptation once again....today. My coworkers AKA: co-conspirators...throw me back into the prison of my addiction....so tomorrow is another day and another opportunity to avoid...avoid and hopefully, choose differently.